Some Friday Thoughts on Rejection…

Some Friday thoughts on rejection:

Industry rejection can be tought. Yesterday, I got rejection emails from two different music opportunities that I had applied for and really wanted. I wasn’t expecting both responses on the same day, so it hit harder than I had pictured (I had already rehearsed not getting them in my head, but still had a little bit of hope) and it made me question all sorts about myself and my music.

Doing everything DIY and independently is mostly great, but can be challenging work. I carry a lot of imposter syndrome, and often think it would be nice to have more professional and financial support and backing from within the industry. I’ve got a really clear idea of where I want to be as a musician, but it’s hard to get there on my own, and I really feel like I’m giving my best in the circumstances that I’m in. It’s quite a vulnerable thing to have your art, which is very personal, judged by other people.

At first, I felt a bit embarrassed and silly for ‘letting’ it get to me. I wanted to be ‘harder’ than that. But, in truth, I am an emotional person and really care about things - it means that I really cared about the opportunities. I think it’s a good sign to feel deeply, and that there is power in how you deal with it.

Recharging today, recognising that not all opportunities are meant to be, and being proud that I tried and would try again. Manifesting good things ahead, and working to make them happen.🤞 

If you’re feeling like you’re in a similar boat, I see you and I think you’re great! 🛶